Monday, September 9, 2013

fall twentythirteen

As I began my morning devotionals today, I began voicing my fears to God - my fears for this upcoming week (first full week of classes ahh), my fears for the upcoming semester. I asked him:
Father, by the end of this semester, what will my life look like? What will I be heavily involved and invested in? Who will be the most important people in my life? Who will I come to know and trust? Who will I come to know and trust even better than I do now? Who will hurt me? And ultimately, how will I have learned to love and forgive people better?
And I took a step back, because the first words of my prayer were, "... I'm not sure what I'm thinking. My mind is kinda drawing to a blank this morning." But I looked at this flow of questions, and I feel like they're really good questions for constant reflection throughout this semester.

But above all, this morning, I remember and re-acknowledge my desire to finally be home with the Father. All I can do with this life is to seek the ways to grasp just a touch of His Presence.

Fall 2013, you ain't got nothing on a God who loves and relentlessly pursues me.

1 comment:

  1. Amen!

    I like this way of ringing in the new school year. I think it's going to be amazing! And God is going to bring us to new places this year where we never thought we could get to by ourselves.

    I am excited! :)

    Love,
    Catherine

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